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Anna C.

Women

Curatorial Rationale

Divine Feminine is an amalgamation of all my works from the past two years revolving around the theme of women. Aiming to explore and dissect the nuances and idiosyncrasies of femininity and what it means to be considered a “woman”, I tackled concepts such as body image, hair loss, and the female reproductive system upon others. I often pondered on ideas like “What does it mean to be a woman?”. How much of my identity is based on physical traits? How could I portray women in unconventional ways? These questions made me reflect on myself as a woman, thus, I included several self-portraits in this exhibition. I took inspiration from works like Sarah Leonard’s Venus Fly-womb and Judgment. Similarly, I was inspired by Frida Kahlo’s unapologetic approach to nudity, mental, and physical pain in a woman. Some of my artworks revolved around women in different forms of pain; grief, heartbreak, bruises, and cuts. 

 

Throughout my creative process, I used pencils, embroidery, digital illustrations, and oil paint. Pencils were my most used medium because they allowed me to capture the finest nuances and details of skin and flesh. The individual lines I could make with each stroke of the lead were intentional, and this medium made me feel like I had the most control over the expressions and emotions of my subject. I also used embroidery as this medium allowed me to create actual texture with my works. Through this medium, I could use physical, tangible depth as a means of conveying my message. This medium also allowed viewers to gain multiple perspectives of my artwork. My works are on the relatively smaller side. I aimed to study and explore the specific details that made a woman feminine. There was a consistent use of organic shapes throughout my artworks that depicted the women’s bodies and faces while lacking in harsh lines. I opted to focus on certain aspects rather than rendering the whole picture.

 

In creating my works, I worked with the mindset that to convey the essence of femininity, I had to incorporate the “ugly”, the “pain”, and the unsightly. My works included self-portraits of myself with blood, bruises, cuts, and mangled skin. Although it would seem “unfeminine” at first glance, the different reasons for these injuries are what make the subject feminine. Thus, I believe in my choices to render women in ways that were not filtered or digitally altered as commonly done today, but rather to show the brutal and raw perspectives that come with being feminine.

 

Through my artworks, I explored different viewpoints of femininity such as pain, unrealistic beauty standards, glorification, worship, ugliness, and degradation. I hope that Divine Feminine leaves my audience with another perspective of femininity, one that can help them understand how multifaceted femininity is, and how it cannot be confined into certain stereotypical notions. This will allow for a better understanding of oneself or a woman they know. I presented my artworks in three themes to show the development of each perspective of femininity. The themes are women’s insecurities, women in pain, and women as the divine. This evolution and metamorphosis of femininity in my exhibit are important so that the viewer could digest each work in a guided manner while still being able to connect the pieces themselves. A curatorial choice I made while creating my exhibition was including and emphasizing my self-portraits. Some of these self-portraits in pain allowed me to highlight not only my personal experiences but to also show a sense of familiarity and kinship with the viewer. Making myself the subject instead of using a random subject, allows the viewer to resonate with my message more because they know me as a living, breathing person. This adds a sense of intimacy and vulnerability to the exhibition. I exposed my insecurities and weaknesses, which makes the artworks all the more meaningful and representative of my message. This exhibition is an emotional sigh of relief.

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Reflections

Oil on Canvas
50.8 cm × 60.96 cm

Reflections is inspired by Jenny Saville’s Propped. The canvas resembles an oval mirror, the figure attempting to repaint her body and reshape her reflection. Body dysmorphia takes control as she tries to create a reflection in the mirror that pleases her yet doesn’t reflect her. Young girls like myself are too concerned with the appearance of our bodies and treat them like 

Without Her Crown

Digital Illustration
28 x 27.8 cm

Without Her Crown is my commentary on how much of our femininity is based on the length of our hair. Does having less hair make us less of a woman? What communication, identity, or messages are lost when we lose our hair? Using my friends as subjects in the artwork also allowed me to reflect on my own answers to these questions in the contexts of the women 

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No Touching

Pencil on multimedia paper
19.05cm x 66.04cm

No Touching uses three panels to show different perspectives of physical pain and emotional pain on women. Inspired by Jenny Saville’s approach to the female human body, this artwork conveys how volatile women’s bodies are. There is a story behind every bruise, black eye, and busted lip. This also communicates the issue of domestic abuse against women. The girls’ hands on their face juxtaposes the title, showing how they cradle and ride out their pain even when their skin is tender to the touch.

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Raw

Photography with digital editing
31.6 x 28 cm

This piece is my personal commentary on how I cling to my pain as a woman even when it hurt me. Inspired by Frida Kahlo’s “Broken Column”, I minimized the emotion on the figure’s face while conveying the pain through flames and burnt skin. This reflected repression to keep one's composure. The contrast between pain and calm is the feeling I want my viewers to resonate with.

Heartache

Digital illustration
30.4 x 27.9 cm

Heartache is an artwork driven by catharsis. Influenced by George Clausen’s Youth Mourning, this self-portrait was drawn during heartbreak. I wanted to communicate another perspective of pain. The gaping hole on her chest would never be able to close and heal since she’s dead. The figure is lying alone in her mental anguish accompanied by emptiness and ache in her chest, knowing that it is far too late to reconcile and mend her heart.

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You Came From a Woman, To a Woman You Will Return

Mixed Media- Embroidery floss, dried flowers, and silicone plants on tulle and canvas fabric on embroidery hoops
25.4cm x 25.4cm

I honor the female reproductive system by mirroring its abundance and connection to mother nature. This is a fresh take on the representation of female genitalia. Sarah Leonard’s Judgment influenced me. A Koi pond is self-sustaining and life-giving, so I used it as a reflection of a woman’s independence and fertility. “A Koi never leaves its pond”. Women are the purveyors of life. I used several layers of translucent tulle to add depth and complexity to the biodiversity present in a Koi pond.

Dalisay (Pure

Colored pencil and oil pastel on Multimedia paper
27 cm × 38 c

While other artworks depicting Mother Mary use a flaming heart to signify her cleanliness, I envisioned a different approach to her purity. Influenced by Francis Boucher’s Triumph of Venus, I incorporated water and the purity associated with it. Standing dignified and glorious on top of the waves of the sea, water droplets and bubbles frame her magnificent figure, representing how clean and gentle she truly is.

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Magna Mater (Great Mother)

Mixed media- Mesh tulle, silicon plants, embroidery thread, dried flowers
60cm x 60cm

Magna Mater was created with the intention of showing mother nature’s fertility and abundance in mind. Doubling as a veil, the spiral arrangement of the greenery is formed in a spiral; a symbol of fertility. The flowers used in this piece were handpicked and dried, while the remaining materials aside from the embroidery thread were recycled items found around the house. 

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