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Alon F.

Young Adulthood

Curatorial Rationale

Young adulthood is the age of ripening, when one is barely a grown-up yet no longer a child — the harshest of wastelands. Teenagers costume themselves in maturity but feel lost and displaced in the enormity of the world. This exhibition aims to weave an accessible narrative about young adulthood, encompassing both the good and the bad. The first four pieces — entitled Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Inner Child, Growing Pains, and Saturday Morning Cartoons — explore the clumsy, awkward, and occasionally ugly transition from childhood to young adulthood. Following this, Side Effects of 17 and Deadweight attempt to address the heavier aspects of young adulthood, including the burdens of academics and the uncertain future. The exhibition shifts to and closes on a lighter note with Natural Habitat and HOME: Deconstructed, which both showcase areas of value, comfort, and security for the young adult. Depiction of such a turbulent time in one’s life requires an empathetic approach: in this respect, I was largely inspired by artists Yoshitomo Nara, Nan Goldin, and Egon Schiele for their devotion to intimate and candid portrayals of people. As a teenager myself, each and every artwork created was borne out of personal experience, hence the visual of a young girl and her piercing gaze acting as a shared focal point amongst almost all of my work. This painstaking vulnerability on my end is key in creating a connection with the audience — as Kazuo Ishiguro so eloquently put in his 2017 Nobel Prize acceptance speech, “...in the end, stories are about one person saying to another: This is the way it feels to me. Can you understand what I’m saying? Does it feel this way to you?”. 

Throughout this exhibition, various mediums were explored, culminating in many mixed media works which intersperse and contrast traditional methods of rendering with found objects. Specifically, after my initial exposure to Robert Rauschenberg, much of the pieces which followed were shaped by the technique of collaging. This allowed me to embed objects of personal significance within my exhibition in support of the feelings of vulnerability which I intended to capture. While technical quality was important to me, I also wanted to incorporate styles which were less realistic, often edging towards naive art, in an attempt to simulate the immaturity of adolescents.

Moreover, my body of work is dominated by hues of green and blue as well as muted shades, tones, and tints which create a soothing aesthetic that make my pieces easier to stomach for the viewer. In conjunction with this, I primarily forgo works with large sizing so as to avoid intimidating audiences. As my sole foray into the medium of video, Side Effects of 17 differs in this sense as it requires projection onto a screen for full, optimum appreciation. 

The saying goes to “write what you know” — in the case of this exhibition, I chose to present ongoing, prevalent thoughts and feelings that have followed me as I’ve grown up and gotten older. Young adulthood is often a sore, tumultuous period for many people, brimming with hormones, tension, and discomfort at every stop. There is, arguably, a natural, inevitable desire to escape from this: either by fast-forwarding or rewinding to an easier time. By confronting audiences with an honest visual representation of young adulthood, I offer the understanding, compassion, and insight that is necessary to endure or process this period of people’s lives. In doing so, I hope to grant both young and old viewers alike with media with which they can truly identify with, perhaps easing — or even providing appreciation for — the ache of growing up in the process. 

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Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Mixed Media Animation (Digital Illustration with Found Object) 

50 by 75 cm

As we age, awareness of the transitory nature of life culminates in a sentimentality and longing for what once was. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, named after Michael Gondry’s 2004 film, is an ode to the carefree, painless time prior to young adulthood: childhood. A deconstruction of the traditional comic strip’s conventions, it eschews panels so that boundaries between animated scenes dissolve. In doing so, it depicts memories and elements of childhood as fragmented and intricate.

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Inner Child

Acrylic on Canvas

60.96 by 50.8 cm

Through mirror imagery influenced by Nan Goldin’s C putting on her Make-Up at Second Tip, Bangkok, Inner Child evokes a sense of recognition, contemplation, and empathy for the kid hidden inside all of us: the one we used to be. This ‘younger self’ is represented by the appropriated visual of Yoshitomo Nara’s moody, defensive child subject; by peering into the minimalist, barren space of the mirror which surrounds the child, a vacuum symbolic of self-reflection is created for the older figure.

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Growing Pains

Photography with Digital Editing

40.64 by 29.9 cm

Inspired by the gaze in Yoshitomo Nara’s Knife Behind Back and pose in Egon Schiele’s Seated Woman with Bent Knees, the outstretched adolescent in Growing Pains looks ill-suited in her childishly-decorated birthday. Sat alone in a dimly-lit setting reminiscent of Nan Goldin’s C putting on her Make-Up at Second Tip, Bangkok, the sulking subject parodies children’s parties to capture the young adult's defiant refusal to bid farewell to the comfort and security of their childhood.

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Saturday Morning Cartoons

Alcohol and Water-based Markers on Cartolina Paper

40.64 by 45.72 cm

Saturday Morning Cartoons takes cue from Takashi Murakami’s vulgar distortions of Japanese kawaii culture to convey youth exploration into the vices and ugliness of adulthood. In the crude setting of a bar, the appropriated imagery of well-known characters from people’s childhood — Hello Kitty and Doraemon — and their respective connotations of innocence is destroyed. 

Side Effects of 17

Video

00:00:48 Seconds

A product of the isolating lockdowns induced by the COVID-19 pandemic, the short, aptly-named experimental video, Side Effects of 17, encompasses the young adult’s pressure to succeed, anxiety over the uncertainty of the future, and fatigue from the monotony of daily life. The paralyzing nature of these mental health issues is depicted through the interplay of the figure and the space, layered imagery, and sensory sounds. 

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Deadweight

Mixed Media Collage on Canvas (Watercolor, Ink, and Found Objects)

50.8 by 40.64 cm

Deadweight is a vulnerable attempt to address the burden and pressures of academic success on the youth. Rendered in the style of Egon Schiele whilst utilizing elements of Nan Goldin’s photography and Yoshitomo Nara’s emblematic child subjects, a teenage girl with a sullen, exhausted disposition sits against a background comprised of my past low-scoring tests and reports.

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Natural Habitat

Digital Illustration

70 by 54.09 cm

The bedroom is a sacred space for the young adult — the only place they can safely reside in that is truly theirs. To invite someone in is an act of vulnerability and intimacy as each and every item it contains is representative of their identity. This notion is depicted through Natural Habitat, which appropriates Adam Carlvaho’s graphic illustration style and incorporates elements found in the artist’s own bedroom that are personally meaningful to them.

HOME: DECONSTRUCTED

Digital Mixed Media Collage

27.94 by 21.59 cm

Home is fundamental to the youth — amidst a storm of anxieties, home is where they find comfort. Inspired by Robert Rauschenberg’s collages, HOME: DECONSTRUCTED is an abstraction of the notions of ‘home’, melding scenes, people, writing, and objects that store memories of personal relevance to the artist. The work is presented in the form of a journal to convey a sequential narrative about a nostalgia for the familiar, a quiet appreciation for the humble domesticity of life as one grows up.

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