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Angie M.

Self-Perception

Curatorial Rationale

The theme of my exhibition is self-perception, specifically, how one's surroundings play a significant role in their personal outlook. However, the artworks move through a variety of ideas, these were explored by looking at (1) the effects of who you surround yourself with, (2) the culmination of poor mental health and (3) the role an individual's private space serves in their lives. All of the pieces are a product of emotions and situations in which I have undergone— and have found many of my peers to have also resonated with. My subject matter predominantly consists of imagery relevant to familiar environments and everyday life. 

 

The first sub-theme was heavily influenced by Western beauty standards and the societal expectations imposed upon women. I highlight the effects these can play on an individual’s self-worth and their subsequent personal outlook, evident in Two Halves Make a Whole.  With this, I explore how media and peers can contribute to a Loss of Self whereas nurturing positive relationships will in turn, manifest in all other aspects of life, including— self-acceptance, seen in Woman in Foliage. Sources of inspiration included artists Jenny Saville and Frida Kahlo who often represent struggles between females and the body. 

 

The second sub-theme was inspired by feelings of burnout and breakdowns. Conscious centers on emotions that stem from the pandemic, as individuals have had to remain in the same space, isolated for long periods of time. Similarly, Slowly Wilting and Collapse depict the deterioration of a person's well being through the context of their surroundings, as mental health can influence how one presents and takes care of themselves. 

 

The third sub-theme was formed from my own coping strategies and observations. I've noticed how one’s private space can serve as an outlet to completely be oneself. I begin specifically with Sources of Energy, showcasing a small, but impactful corner that has been able to shift my entire outlook. Then, involving the views of my peers, Safe Spaces highlights places they have been able to find comfort in. Lastly, How Little We Know shows how each individual lives vastly different realities. It summarizes the idea that space serves a different purpose from person-to-person and that we must stay true to ourselves, pushing against our longing to be like somebody else. 

 

My art mainly uses female subjects as those are the individuals and experiences I can best relate to and capture— being a woman myself. Nonetheless, the works can apply to any individual as the concepts are universal thereby, conceptually, the pieces can be generalized to numerous circumstances. Furthermore, certain visuals are seen to repeat within the works such as foliage. The parallels between humans and nature are symbolic of a person's mental state; as plants bloom to show good mental health and wilt as it degrades. This connection was impacted by others artists; Conscious appropriates Matisse’s leaves in “La Musique” and Woman in Foliage stems from Kahlo’s composition in “Self-Portrait with Thorn Necklace and Hummingbird” or, the figures’ interactions with crops in Magsaysay-Ho’s “Tomato Pickers”. The color scheme within each work varies, depending on the message being conveyed however; all the pieces were created using muted tones. This has an emotional effect on the viewer, as they are less threatening and striking than bold colors.  I hope to invite people to feel comfortable and connect to the artworks, despite dealing with some heavier emotions. In addition, the pieces are predominantly medium in size, allowing me to focus on supporting detail for impact. 

 

In all, my subject matter predominantly consists of imagery relevant to everyday life, in particular, familiar environments. However, I aim to capture the subsequent impact these surroundings have on people. As a result, I hope to create meaningful artworks that the audience is able to relate to, reflect on and gain awareness of the influence spaces have on their own lives. 

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Two Halves Make a Whole

Air dry clay on wood

39 x 22 x 7 cm

My sculpted work reflects the two aspects that make up self-perception; one's physical and mental state. I aim to show how placing all of one's self-worth on their physical attributes— their skin or weight, can be harmful as these ideals are often a product of unrealistic societal standards ingrained within us. It is only through accepting our bodies and intrinsic qualities that we are able to establish a strong personal outlook.

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Loss Of Self

Mixed Media- Fabric, thread, yarn

54 x 40.5 cm

The ideology that we become a product of our surroundings can lead to feelings of uncertainty surrounding one's identity. Through various fabrics, yarn, shapes and figures, I convey the array of influences that can contribute to the disconnection from one's self such as peers and media as they provide feedback on who we are. As we begin to conform to societal expectation, we lose fragments of our individuality. Jenny Savilles “Self-Portrait (after Rembrandt)” is a major influence on this work.

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Woman in Foliage

Oil on canvas

39.5 x 49.5 cm

Inspired by Frida Kahlo's "Self-Portrait with Thorn Necklace and Hummingbird", I showcase the nurturing of a budding flower, which, in turn, influences others to bloom and thrive in the background. Through the warm hue and foliage, I aim to portray how cultivating friendships that encourage one to feel good about them will eventually permeate in all aspects of life; a lesson that has played a role in shaping who I am today.

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Conscious

Digital

61 x 61 cm

It is evident that quarantine has induced a severe mental burden on each individual and this work frames one of mine through myself in three forms. The obvious physical distress translates to the lows of isolation, particularly, within one’s bedroom. A place which once aided recovery and rest— now a room for confinement and self-consciousness as thoughts wander. The three women in Anita Magsaysay-Ho’s “Tomato Pickers” and Matisse’s leaves in “La Musique” were strong influences for this piece. 

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Slowly Wilting

Watercolor and color pencil on watercolor paper

21 x 30 cm

Feelings of burnout often culminate in the neglect of one's self and one's surroundings. As individuals experience physical and mental exhaustion, this idea is depicted through the imagery of a wilting plant and miniature, low-energy figures. For instance, the figure in the lower, middle portion of the work is slumped against the pot. Just above, a figure is seen lying facedown, with their arms and legs hanging off of the edge. Both resemble a lack of energy and enthusiasm. 

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Collapse

Pen & Ink

25.5 x 30.5 cm

As we begin to lose touch with ourselves, losing motivation and passion for things we once loved, this shift in perception may impact other, seemingly mundane tasks such as cleaning one’s room. Drawing a person buried under their clothes is symbolic of feelings of isolation, self-doubt and a lack of control over one’s surroundings. The chaos and clutter parallels the thoughts that begin to cloud a person's judgment as there seems to be no way to escape. 

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Sources of Energy

Digital

61 x 42.5 cm

Notice the shadows seamlessly plugged into the socket introducing the idea that we can grow connected to certain spaces. On a journey to establishing a healthier relationship with myself, I’ve found that my small, makeshift kitchen has provided me and others with a source of nourishment—physically and mentally. I aim to convey how a simple corner can have such a large influence on one’s mindset, from the beginning to the end of the day.

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Safe Spaces

Gouache and color pencil

19.5 X 15 per piece

A safe space is a place wherein individuals can go and truly be themselves; letting their guard down amidst pressures they may face from their surroundings. These are extremely important for maintaining good mental health. I depict places peers said they felt most safe upon being asked. My work shows how one person can deem a safe space, while another may not. Nevertheless, they continue to play an essential role in our lives. 

How Little We Know

Digital

26.1 X 23.6 cm

Looking out from my rooftop, as the night falls and bedroom lights start to flicker, I find it fascinating how each individual leads such varying lives. Even those who live in the same building— from family, to tradition, to something as minuscule as a morning routine. As we begin to consume ourselves with our assumptions of others— striving to be like a not-so-distant peer, I hope to show how we all lead such different realities; thus, we should stay mindful when viewing others and ourselves. 

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